Tuesday, March 17, 2009

TENTH ROUND AND BLOODY

WELL YES THE KIDS WERE A BONUS PACK AND THE BEST THING FOR ME IN A WHILE AND I AM FINDIING OUT THAT THE BEST PART OF MY TO DO LISTS ARE THEY ARE ACTUALLY MOTIVATING NOT THE LISTS THEMSELVES BUT THE FACT THAT I CAME ON THIS MORNING AND AFTER READING CHUCKS CHAPTER WAS ALMOST SUICIDLE MYSELF....LOL.... THEN THANK GOD CLICKED ON MY LAST TO DO LIST AND FOUND THE COMMENTS EXTREMELY MOTIVATING ....OK ENOUGH TOGET UP PICKMYSELF UP AND DUST MYSELFOFF AND WELL THIS WILL GIVE YOU A FEEL AF HOW .........

TO DO
*TRY AND FIND A RIDE TO WORK

4 comments:

  1. Will be praying that you have a GOOD day! Love you!

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  2. I am sure Dean with all that is happening to you right now it would have to seem very overwhelming..but you are on the right track..pick yourself, dust yourself off, and move along doing the best you can to put your "pile" in order...And it's a mighty big pile..I just did a Bible study just a few minutes ago, (coincidence? I think not) that was talking about this VERY thing...when we find ourselves in a situations such as yours, it would do us very good indeed to "look" at why it is that everything is so out of control? "Why" has God allowed all of this to happen to us? "Who" is it that is really responsible for all our troubles?? Is it really everyone around us who seems to be against us? Have we just suffered unlucky breaks, or is it what we know deep down inside is REALLY the problem?? We have chosen sin and therfore it's consequences....We have moved ourselves away from God...He has not moved away from us...And the longer and longer we go without repetence (a real turning away and changing) the longer and longer we will continue to suffer all the consequences. It really is as simple as that, and as difficult at the same time. God loves us so unconditionally that no matter how deep a hole we have managed to dig, it really is not impossible to get out. All we have to do is ask. It really has to be the first step as I know I have proven to myself time and time again that I can truly do nothing at all without Him. I know you know that too. We have talked about it too many times.. You know what you need to do...Get yourself right with God before you do another thing...let go of all the things you are doing that keep you from doing that and remember "who" (Satan) it is who wants you doing them and what his plans are for your life...they are the same as they always were...he is the one who wants you destroyed, beaten down and floundering. In fact, make no mistake, Satan wants you dead...and while things may have started out fun, his usual trick, this is the way "his way" always turns out. With a heavy, cumbersome load that brings nothing but heartache...Get yourself right with God has got to be first on your TO DO list, and it should be followed very closely by whatever you have to do to get your addictions back where they belong...in God's hands, not yours...this might mean going to a rehab for a while, or at minimum back in meetings...whatever it takes....AFTER these two steps are taken, you will find the rest of the pile not nearly as overwhelming. God, and everyone else that can, will help you with every thing else that will need to be done to put your life back in order...You have no lack of people in your life who love you Dean and really want to see you back where we know you can be and have been many times before....do this and let's just "see" what God can do...You have nothing to lose, and everything to gain..

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  3. One day at a time Deano. One hour at a time if need be.

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  4. Just want you to know I love you Dean. We're praying for you...hang in there!

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