paralized or ?

well its friday morning and i am going to start a little publisized to do list as this way iwill be publically accountable (well at least to the harshish of critic family) lol (kinda) anyways i am in one hell of a whole as if i look around alll i feel like doind is running and screaming and yet whats the point, so instead i am going to get this list going and try to make some head way and or progressin a forward direction so please feel free to encourage and or critique as this way one way or another i will use for motivation!!


to do for friday

call on estimates/jobs
find out what the story is onmy truck
start taking transmission out of flatbed
get a hold of someone with a rototill for front yard
find out what has to be done to get dl back in good standing
find a driver

and if i get this far as a reward.... design and start to tile backsplash above cook top
wellhere i go

GOING HOME

JUGGLER RETURNS, and you know it is amasing when you sit somewhere for hours then days and ooooppssss it starts to seem like....... what was Italking about? Oh yea, then all of the sudden you remember or perhaps forgot the one thing in life that has always carried YOU through. A HOPE AND A PRAYER no not bon jovi...... But the same thing in life that everyone else in the world does when they find themselves hanging on the side of an air plane without a parachute LET GO and pray like never before oh PLEASE GOD LET ME LIVE THROUGH THIS and I'LL NEVER DO THAT AGAIN only to find oneself rite back at the stove with there hand a melted stump at end of their arm. yet in the most desperate times in life, hoping that he might just let you fall, just so you dont have to wake the next day to live the same bullshit from the day before. (OK DI, THAT WAS FOR YOU) but I believe after the weak I just had, (More like the year or so) and the fact that I am running out of hands to touch that stove with, that I am tired so I am going to put my life in Gods hands and go upstairs and go to sleep with a prayer, so that when I wake tomorrow there is enough hope to remember, thing this to shall pass .


good night the tile dude